When i am around others, the sound in my mind is loud, an echo of constant thoughts of the day, my life, the past and the present… more like static tv, instead of a song.
I only hear a song when i am alone, peacefully in my own environment… my mind at ease, peaceful… the sound of nothing is like smooth jazz at a cafe.
observing everything around me move by like I’m stuck in slow motion, the high it gives me to feel like for a moment I can control my time, my breathing, my vision.
I know this sounds strange, but then again… what is strange and normal these days.
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